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Aisha ♥ 19 years living in this world ♥ sleepyheaded ♥
camwhoring addict ♥ TAKEN ♥ goodlistener ♥ teentalker ♥ pranka ♥ i hate coding promise ♥ loves pillows ♥
loner ♥ God-Fearing ♥ selosa ♥ i hate my eyes
posted by
Aisha
I want to slim down, gahhh. I am really getting depressed, at first it's okay.. now I don't even wanna look at myself on the mirror.. ( yeah.. you might tell me " mas madami pang mataba sayo dyan na dapat na mas depressed pa" ) but no.. gahh.. ang hirap makita ang sarili ko sa salamin. I feel sooo horrible!
Did you know that girls with big boobs should not be fat. ( Well, this is my theory ) Because, I have big boobs, and I feel so sad about it. I am not happy for having one, but most girls love this,right? Gawd. I wish I don't even have boobs, I noticed whenever I get chubby/fat or whatever.. my upper body increase a lot - - which makes me WORST even though I'm not that fat at all.. Imagine! my arms are not sooo flabby that you can see to most fat girls.. my hips and thighs aren't big. I can even wear skinny jeans and the pants would still fit me. BUT - - - because of my upper body ( the chest part ) makes everything worst.. I'm even losing my self esteem because of this.. so yeah. I will really do everything to lose weight starting today! argghhh. And this time.. IM SERIOUS!
I even had researches on a healthy diet. Ofcoarse I will share it with you guys as well, as soon as http://heartiziia.net is up I'll be fixing it. For sure, it will also be a great help for some of you who are also on-diet. I really have to watch everything that I will eat from now on. PLUS. I'm sure my boyfriend would love it, if I go on diet. Isa pa, he's been wanting to see me slimer, he accepts my chubbyness naman but lalabas daw ang beauty ko talaga pag pumayat pa ako ( though naririnig ko din naman yan sa iba kong kakilala.. I really don't care much about beauty. Nainis lang talaga ako tingnan sarili ko minsan.. argh. ) It looks so bad tlaga swear..
Since bukas, wala naman akong exam.. baka first thing I'll do is go to the gym paguwi ko naman kung kakain man ako.. QUAKER lang and water. Since ang dami pumayat dahil sa pag kain lang ng quaker.. yeah nothing more than QUAKER lang! Yun, sa office nga, nakita ko yung babae dun.. I can say sobrang fat siya. Mas MATABA pa sa akin ng 10x ata yun. Ang ginawa niya is.. only MILK + BANANA. Yun lang.. After so many times di kami nag kita one day, sa grocery.. OMG! Ang sexy.. swear! Parang hindi mo aakalain.. OMG siya ba yung mataba na yun?! Ang ganda, ang sexy. Hehe.. bigla ko tuloy siya naging inspiration sa pag DIET. hehe
Btw. dito muna ako nagpost since sira pa ang http://heartiziia.net arghhh. Maaayos din naman within 24 hours eh. Atat lang ako mag post agad!
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